Tuesday, December 29, 2009

:: welcome to 2010 ::

salam & greeting to everybody who knows me or not
hope everything will be fine in your life in this last 2009
happy new year and most welcome to year 2010...
(^_^) wish the better from the best will be
change in 2010...to everyone!!! fighting!
*wink**wink**
there are may wish that i want to say
to welcoming 2010...hehehe...watch it out then....huhuhu 8D

today is 29 December 2009....
and today also is my lovable mum's birthday...

sweet 53 mum....i love you always and everyseconds...
mum....sis hope mum will happy and in good health always
because me, sis ira and bro aidel still need you beside us...
until when?? still dont know...hehehe..
Insya-Allah....love you mum...love you...!!!!

To welcome 2010 on this friday..
it's also show that next monday
i will start my practical at KB...
hope everything will be good
wish me luck for the practical then...hehehe...
Insya-Allah...i have tough to start and finish the practical
why i said that? just because i am alone..
and nobody will company me...hehehe...
it was usual for me..and not unusual (^_^)
all will be goooddd........ 8D 8D
ok then..see you all later...
take care and love of yourself
because the responsibility for our life is ourselves....
muahhhh...be good !!!!

p/s: happy bufday mum again...love you...

Sunday, December 20, 2009

++ happy new year to all muslim ++

salam
greeting and good day to all everybody!!
here..i would like to say Happy New Year to all muslim..
which is happy Muharam Day... (^_^)
hope everything will fine and will be good
on this new year...
from bad will be good..
and from good will be more better for everybody!!!
so do i, in this new year..i wish my family will be fine..happier..
and for myself, i want to be good person, be more harder in my study..
because smile from my mum's face is everything for me... (^_^)
fighting! fighting! 8D

last Thursday, the first scene of AVATAR is revive at all cinema
but poor me because i was at home and here there are not cinema..
so to watch that movie i need to by the dvd and see it at home..
huhu..just sabar aje la kan...
so and next week if i not mistaken..
the movie of ALVIN& CHIPSMUNKS 2 will be on cinema..
hehehe...enjoy to who will watch that...yea!!
ok la...i must stop here..see you later..
daa....love you always....

p/s: everything will be fine in this new year!!!

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

::: Happy BufdaY to mE :::



happy bufday to me...
happy bufday to me...
happy bufday to Nies...
happy bufday to me...!!!

salam...
greeting to all of the readers..
wake up in the morning...

look at sunshine...felt i am lucky because still given

to be in this world....thanks to God...

today is my sweet 23rd and i feel very
happy because
all the people around me...
very love me
...

either i know them or not..
thanks again to all of you! =D

start from yesterday i got several wishes message from
my uncle, my friends and all the friends i know and i love.
..

and this morning i got birthday kiss from my mum and my brother...

thanks mum, thanks adik...and thanks kak ira...

no one cannot be replace you three although i go round
the world
to find someone like you three...nobody...!!
only you and will be in my heart
for-EVER.....
thanks to mum because take very good care of me..

until i am...now...all your love will never end...

to my sister & brother...
thank you because always support me...
l
ove me...and always be around me....
you are my great and biggest family i had...

and will be for-EVER !!!! (^_^)


++ my great birthday wishes ++


God gave a gift to the world when i were born—

a person who loves me,
who cares me,
who sees i need and fills it,
who encourages me and lifts me up,
who spends energy on me
rather than myself,
someone who touches each life i enter,

and makes a difference in the world,

because ripples of kindness flow outward

as each person i have touched, touches others.

on my birthday, i deserves to be a national holiday,

because i am a special treasure
for all that i’ve done.
May the love i have shown to others
return to me, multiplied.
I wish the happiest of birthdays, and many, many more,
so that i have time to appreciate others as much as you do... (^_^)



birthday cake for me and wish me gudluck in my life!!!

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

== special day will coming through ==

hello and greeting to all
sorry because late to update and do new entry in here
not too busy but just felt nothing idea to share
actually all the time i have just gave to my new novels..hahaha :3
i bought 2 novels and it kinda good to read and
fun when could feel go to some fantasy place... (^_^)
of course from alaf 21 and most of my novels from that publishing
*wink*wink* :-)

today..i am very happy...and shall cheer up...
wanna know why...? hehehe
tomorrow will be my best day for me and every year
my sweet day and shall i tell my birthday...hahaha
every year more and more steps i will be come a new world
with a new day of my life...
with new changes around me...
and new person i shall be....
from better to the best....and hope all the wishes
i made will become true and the wonderful i want from my life
is to make my family happy and live together
ever after and nothing cant change and destroy it...

today is before my special day....
and hope the long day will be good
Insya-Allah....May ALLAH bless us....
love you and always miss all my friends...
good day! (^_^)

p/s: tearing me a part no more

Sunday, December 6, 2009

== miss my old school ==

hello there...greeting to all of my friends

today nies just stay and bored in house...
nothing special things to do :-(
blogging and check facebook are my daily duty now...hehehe
but to do housework...it's absolutely must...huhu
want know something, yesterday nies went to shop
and through my old school....
suddenly, the memories came back...really miss that time
i think sometimes all of you also felt the same feeling (^_^)
the memoir just came by and the precious moment really
unforgettable and it felt the moment just only through by...
the moment with all my close friends, my enemys...hehehe
sometimes...it was good to remember....

my memories that i cant really forgot when i was in form 2 and form 5...
i had two best friends...he was funny and cool guy and she was straight and
good girl i ever knew...
this was happened when i was in form 3...
but because missunderstood....me and them not be friends anymore
i was really sad....the three of us became like that...
actually i was the middle girl between the both of them...
they were fight but i was the victim....very unfair...
until now...i try to contact him and to say sorry...and tell the truth
but i dont know where is he now....hmmm...
i hope i will find him....God will bless us.... :-)
the moment in school....will never forget and always in my memories..
ever....if we try to remember...its like we were childish person in that moment...
and that was the best moments in our life....
because life in school, life in college, life in work and life in our own marriage....
it does not same....every stages have their own destiny
and problems themselves...& we are as the person will face that..must strong
then face that with happy smile because it is a fate to touch....hehehe (^_^)
hope all of us...can feel something wonderful and make it the best moment in life....
best of luck!!!! chayo! chayo!

p/s: The greatest sweetener of human life is friendship. To raise this to the highest pitch of enjoyment, is a secret which but few discover.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

++ Health - Very Very Important Tips ++

Greeting to everyone..
there are a couple days that i didnt update this blog..

so, today i have free time than i open the blog and update it..hehehe
here, still rainy...very difficult to going out and do some outing..

hurmm...lucky me cause i got this bb and can update the blog and find some
interesting movies...hehehe...well this is me...
i got some tips to take care our health and hope its useful for me and to all of u too...
find out....and enjoy... (^_^)

Answer the phone by LEFT ear.

Do not drink coffee TWICE a day.

Do not take pills with COOL water.

Do not have HUGE meals after 5pm.

Reduce the amount of OILY food you consume.

Drink more WATER in the morning, less at night.

Keep your distance from hand phone CHARGERS.

Do not use headphones/earphone for LONG period of time.

Best sleeping time is from 10pm at night to 6am in the morning.

Do not lie down immediately after taking medicine before sleeping.

When battery is down to the LAST grid/bar, do not answer the phone as the radiation is 1000 times.

A serious note about heart attacks:
Women should know that not every heart attack symptom is going to be the left arm hurting. Be aware of intense pain in the jaw line.
You may never have the first chest pain during the course of a heart attack.
Nausea and intense sweating are also common symptoms.
60% of people who have a heart attack while they are asleep do not wake up.
Pain in the jaw can wake you from a sound sleep. Let's be careful and be aware.
The more we know, the better chance we could survive...
A cardiologist says if everyone who gets this mail sends it to everyone they know,
you can be sure that we'll save at least one life.



p/s: stay and live with happy life ever.... (^_^)





Sunday, November 29, 2009

:: Happy raya Qurban ::

hello and greeting to all
hope all of you happy and cheer up in this hari raya
hehehee..here nies wish to all of
muslim members happy hari raYa Qurban !!!
my family also did some qurban..
just a little qurban hehehe...
ok lah..sorry if nies didnt update this blog too early
because a little bit busy and with the some technical problem
with my bb..nies could not update the blog..
now nies has some time and update this blog..
ok lahh..nies must stop here..see u all soon...
daa....muahhh..

p/s: happy always naa... (^_^)

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

::: not feeling well :::

hello there...
greeting to all of you..
ermm...my sister arrived this morning
hehehe..happy she was here..with us..yeah!
but the bad news is, i'm not feeling well..
got flu....including today about 2 days i had that..huhuhu
seem will okey then..
but dont know when...just wait je la... (^_^)

my advice to all of my friends...
take care of yourselves na...
if fever..go and see the doctor..and dont forget
to eat medicine..hehehe
because the weather not so good and dont know until when...
so take care of yourselves okey... *wink*wink*

p/s: okey la..see you then...daaaa...
love all of you...muahhh...

Sunday, November 22, 2009

hey everybody..greeting to all of you...
today nies just enjoy watching cartoons...hehehe
there was a very long time nies didnt watch tv actually...
so just took this advantages and watched many cartoons that nies wanted..
hehehe..then, after watched cartoons, nies started play the internet..
hohoho..miss my farmville, cafe and sunshine ranch...hehehe
my veges and food needed to look after (^_^)

my farm more and more bigger you all know..
just take a look at it..hehehe just visit naa...dont do anything..hahaha
while picked up my fruits and veges, nies just went to look the island..
because nies loveeeesss the beautiful islands...
my dreams want to go there and feel the coolest wind and feel the cold water..
here..nies share some photo to u to look at it...enjoy dears...... 8D 8D









p/s: love you all and take good care...

Saturday, November 21, 2009

++ bad day around us ++

hello and greeting again to all
nice again to meet u all here...ermm..
counted today, i had at home
about 5 days i was back here

back to my hometown...
and the day after day, it was more getting worse
the rainy never stop here...
it stopped but just a moment..
then it will continue again...
i am worried if my hometown will floody with water..
and it will difficult to us and people here...
to go outing also impossible huhuhu (-_-)
dowhhh..hope the rain will stop...and the sun will come out...
miss the sunshine very much..

yeah...now in november and of course
it was musim tengkujuh..

but the rains made us worried...huhu...
hope everything will be alright then...
together...we pray our land will never getting worse...amin...
ok laa...see u later...ermm..
dont know what to do...but i still need to move on..
and help my mum...God Bless Us Ever....

p/s: Allah SWT May Bless Us....amin....love you all... (^_^)

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

++ im back ++

hello there...greeting to all... (^_^)

firstly....SMILE....hehehe
because i was at home...taraa... 8D
i arrived at KB about 3 pm..by flight..
not too tired but a little bit dizzy..hehehe
althought the flight not like bus but still felt dizzy dowhh...
huhu..very haapy a lot because back home and see my mum,
my brother and my nenek too...
and home..sweet home....IM BACK....miss me huh... *wink*wink*

now only my sister not arrived yet..
maybe on 23rd she will be here..
then..the family back to full again...
hmm...miss that yarr...
so today..nothing special to do in this home
just clean up the house as USUAL....hahaha
then..layan movies....hehehehe
that's i am..who do not know me
watching movies are my favourite....huhuhu
hik hik hik... 8-x 8-x

i want to upgrade my blog actually...
so now try to find out the beauty layout of blog...huhu
to make it so sweet and love to see...
okey la...just wait for a new layout...
but not so sure when..
just wait and see....hehehehe..
dha dha..then..
bubye....muahhhh...



p/s: happy always...love never die....

Sunday, November 15, 2009

:: back to enjoy again ::

hello and greeting to all... (^_^)

today im good...and hope all of you good too..
actually im just arrived at my room from Damansara..
my BFF house...hehehe..
just go to see her and enjoy..hahaha
before i'm back to my hometown for 7 month i think
because as i told before i'll do my LI at my hometown huhuhu
seem to be good hah... 8D *wink*wink*

know what...yesterday i watching 2012 at cinema in the Curve..
hahaha...i was very excited watched that movie...
the movie so good and the story about our world will become BOOM....
kiamat i thought...but anyway...i suggest who are not watch that movie yet..
go and watch it...you will never bored but it's so cool...
until this now, i could not forget that movie...hahaha...too excited
it was like all in 1...such as love, familiness, sadness, friendship, and more..all in 1...
end-of-the-world movie..9 1/2 star from skala of 10 i gave...hahaha...
just go and feel what i felt...and feel how the world become a piece of sand...
but still could not accepted because there are still have alive of human..
how came it will be 'kiamat' right? anyway..just ignore that... *wink*wink*
go and enjoy... (^_^)









p/s: Happy holiday for all my friends (^_^)

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

salam & greeting to All.....


Sepi hati terjadi lagi
Mungkin sampai mati aku sepi
Biar senyum hadir di hariku
namun ini hanya ada di bibir
di bibir saja

Aku ini yang bisa mengerti
walaupun yang lain mau mengerti
Namun berat beban hidupku
biarkan saja
Biar saja hanya ku yang tahu

Sejarah cinta dan hidupku
penuh duri dan banyak ranjau
Butuh kesabaran yang penuh
untuk tetap ku berdiri

Oh.. ada saatnya ku bicara
bila hatiku telah bulat
Sepanjang ku bisa atasi semua
aku tetap diam

sejarah cinta dan hidupku
penuh duri dan banyak ranjau
butuh kesabaran yang penuh
untuk tetap ku berdiri

Oh.. ada saatnya ku bicara
bila hatiku telah bulat
Sepanjang ku bisa atasi semua
aku tetap diam

p/s: my love...my heaven

Sunday, November 1, 2009

::: My Exam @ My Vows :::

salam and greeting to all....

ermm...there are bout 1 and half day my exam come through me...
my head juz want to blow with all the formulae...the facts..& the bla..bla..bla...
the crazy things....*** all the notes must cover..from 1st chapter until end of chapter..
*****...make me really busy overboard...
in the end...must do it...dowhh.... :-$





my exam schedule.............





1. 3th Nov 2009 =====> Medical Physics





2. 4th Nov 2009 =====> Discrete System (killer subject dowhh !!)






3. 6th Nov 2009 =====> Medical Laser....(bluryyy..)






4. 10th Nov 2009 ====> Medical Instrumentation (hahaha...actually his mini project doesnt done yet...)
.
.
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.
.
.
.
.

my last exam on......



5. 11th Nov 2009 ====> Islam, sains & teknologi....huhuhu


*****************************************************

after the exam...all of us cant back home to start the holiday..

coz we have briefing about our intra...huhu...



grrr....hahahahaha...... *wink*wink*

and....&&&.....

juz want to something...hehehehe...i edited some my pic by using the photoshine...
its nice...i got it from my sis actually..then when it expired....(hahaha) i find it by
write in google.com then find photoshine download...soo....got it....hehehe
easy haa... 8D 8D...





only that for now....see u daa....

p/s: happy always and smile for ur happy life.... (^_^)

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

changes? do u like that?

hello...greeting to all..
opstt...assalamualaikum...hehehe

everything fine..and so fine...
haha..actually not much laa...
many of changes around me these days....
changes? ermm..its good but for the other side
i dont think its good...yeah..
for example...i juz can say about the college..
i could see many changes...and the acid hidrocloric
things are..the changes they made...not related laa...
dowh...they do not give any easier / advantages
but more gave difficulities and hate among studs...
owhhh..that really hurt..but its true.....
for this coming exam...another changes they made..
owhh..i dont know what to say...
i juz want to fninshed my studies as fast as i can...
hahahah *wink*wink*

when talk about changes...
its ok...but juz not to over la...
we can do it by slow...& can adapt with that..
please la think...and 1 more things...
changes in our habit....our life...
it's about ourselves...
to changes from bad to be good...very & very love by everyone
but why we had to change from good to bad...?
on no...its not good...but hampeh...
more give tension to urself & maybe
to people around u...maybe for u ok..
but how other people??
hmm..only u can think and choose the best way
for ur life....
adios....

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hehehe...juz want to laugh...
when remember that s**k things..
argghhh forget that huh....
hey..these nowdays..nies always
listen this 3 songs...its good...and the tones not bad la...
from Farez - Albi Nadak'
this songs very good and sometimes its too touch our heart..
the song mean 'seruan hatiku'...
juz try to listen...hehehe (^_^)
the 2nd song i love is from Lady Gaga..hahaha
the sexies gurl nowdays...really sexy huh....
i think she didnt have any clothes..hahahaha
always wear something like 'bikini'
hahaha...juz go damn with her...
but her songs really good...
and the 3rd....from Lenka...hahaha
the cute mute gurl...the best song i think is trouble is a friend...
do u think the trouble is come from friend?
maybe...but not all la... 8D 8D
that juz only want to share...
as good as i can....yea !!
ok laa...need to go...
juz want take a nap..hahahaha
ok la...see u again....daaa
salam....

p/s: Allah swt..sentiasa melihat apa yang berlaku sekeliling kita...
walau kita menyorok di dalam lubang cacing atau lari sejauh mungkin.....
subhanaAllah...

Friday, October 23, 2009

some new information to share

Naza Ria terjunam ke landasan KTM....



Perkhidmatan komuter Keretapi Tanah Melayu Berhad (KTMB) tergendala tiga jam apabila sebuah kenderaan pelbagai guna Naza Ria yang dinaiki dua lelaki melintang landasan komuter selepas terjunam dari jejambat susur keluar ke USJ di Kilometer 17, Batu 3 Shah Alam. Mereka
hanya cedera ringan walaupun kenderaan tersebut terjatuh dari ketinggian 11 meter di jejambat tersebut. Insiden itu menyebabkan laluan komuter dari Pelabuhan Klang-Kuala Lumpur tergendala selama tiga jam sebelum kenderaan itu dapat dialihkan oleh kakitangan KTMB menggunakan kren.

p/s: nowdays..a lot of things happened...so becareful wherever u are...GOD bless all of u...

frOm Busy with tHe AssiGnMent goEs to EOU@fiNal ExaM



salam...& greeting to all...

ni hao ma? hehehe...wo hen hao..
if being crazy with all last minutes assignment nies still Hao...means good at all.. it's fast recovery..I tell u...hahaha 8D 8D
after submit the killer of uncle discrete subject,

i need to complete 3 more assignments come out with 1 mini project of meds Intruments...owhhh...
dats to heavy...dont know how to settle it..

hahaha..cOz till now which is now in week 13
my fwen & i dont start any yet of dat project... cool huh..
.hahaha...overboard divide acid cloroc...

*wink*wink* (^_^)
maybe we'll start dis weeks...$$ ## for sure haa....
its all about with program things... i dont know how to do that...
but i have some program from previous project...
i think da both of us will try to convert and change that..

hoPe God bless us....hehehehe
owh im not sure that did i posted about my practical place in this blog...
its okey then...juz to post that..
nex sem im not coming back to this college for 6 month..
.and the other month i'll come back to continue
my studies..
.coz nex sem im in industrial placement...

and i'll do my practical at KB..hahaha my hometown...

lovely and like it dat much... i'll do at HKB which is hospital Kota bharu...
wahhh..im so happy...coz i'll be at home for 6 month..
.
(^_^) dont be jealous...hahaha...( know u r not )
so...all the best to me...and to all my best frenz...
my class members and to all my batch members...

good luck for the industrial training and of coZ the important things for next 2 weeks...
out EOU @ FINAL EXAM....hahahaha
GOOD LUCK THEN.......fighting....!! yeah!!!
k laa...got to go...nice to see u then... salam....

p/s: siapa yang tidak marah pada masa sepatutnya dia marah...
dia adalah keldai...& pada siapa yang tidak mghapuskan kemarahannya
pada ketika dia mampu untuk itu...dia adalah syaitan...

Sunday, October 18, 2009

:: the busy week ::

hello there...
so many days that i did not update this blog haa...
coz i need to jump and finish all da assgnment given...
cam siot je kan.... hehehehe 8D

so days...like no more golden days to me
every minutes juz stand in front my laptop
& finish all da works....urghhhh....sarkastik...
my brain juz want to explode/..## :3
hahaha...what can i say then..?
juz like that.... (T.T) huhuhu

owh...how such a sad days...
and dont know until when hope not much longer
da Quiz i took last 2 nite...cm hampeh...
i could do but dont know either correct or not..
so..i'm very worry bout that..
hope i get the better mark than b4...
pray for me....hahahaha (^_^)

ok laa...neeg got to go...
nice being here and talk what i need...
hehehe...hope happy always...
see u soon all my dear....

p/s: God Bless You all...

Sunday, October 11, 2009

++ morniNg gLory PooL ++

assalamualaikum and greeting to all...
today such a bored day..hahaha..
*assignment like a mountain but i can say im bored?? ** hahaha
*siot overboard...acid hidroklorik 8D :3
well need to check up my assignmt now..huhu...
juz want to share something amazing & wonderful i got from
my forum...huhu..about **morning glory pool** wink**wink**
...juz check it out....

Place in the field of Yellowstone public recreational
area in the field of the US, Morning Glory
Pool is lone of our planet’s many natural wonders.
It is lone of the park’s many warm springs and
it was named in the field of 1880,
due to its resemblance to the well-known flower.

The pool used to befall completely blue,
but individual kind had to screw things up,
in the role of it for ever and a day does,
and as of the flotsam and jetsam that’s been
thrown in the field of along the years, part of the vent has been bunged.
So as to caused
the hotness of the fill with tears to decrease,
allowing bacteria to settle in the field of,
and that’s how the yellow fringe was formed.






hope u all enjoy with amazing glory pool...hehehe
who are very brave and want to jump into that pool..? huhu
truthly i said i will not....hahaha...
well...see u later and hope u all happy & smile eva...
May Allah Bless.....

p/s: Bila kita diuji dgn kemiskinan...kita mampu untuk bersabar
tetapi bila kita diuji dengan kesenangan, kita mudah lupa diri
& alpa..biarlah kita hidup dalam kesederhanaan.....

Saturday, October 10, 2009

:::da Gud WorDs to Kept:::




::: God Always wiTh Us :::

Alihkan matamu Ke lauT,
airNya canTik meMbiru...& peNuh keteNangan
But onLy God Know...aPe yaNg aDa dI dalaMnYa...
begItuLah KehiduPan manuSia
riAng keTawa...seNyum di BibiR...
but onLy God kNow whAt happeNed iN thEir life....





If u feEl disappointeD
pandanglah ke Sungai...
air nya tetap menGalir...although berJuta baTu menGhalang

if U feeL sAd...
pandanGlah ke laNgit...
we cAn reAlize bahawA....
ALLAH sentiasa bErsaMa kiTa....

when faith is put at test...sesungguhnya
Allah bersama orang-orang yang sabar.
itu janji-Nya...
God will never let Hamba-Nya with burden...
and God always let hamba-Nya remember**

"Kami tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai
dengan kesanggupannya. ia mendapat pahala
(daripada kebajikan) yang diusahakannya dan ia mendapat
seksa (daripada kejahatan) yang dikerjakannya...."

then God give options to face that...

Narrated from Anas : Rasulullah bersabda;
"None of u should long for death because of a
calamity that had befalled him; and if he cannot,
but long for death, then berdoalah,
"Ya Allah, let me live as long as life better for me..
and take my life if death is better for me."
(Sahih Bukhari 8/6351-O.P.362)

p/s: May Allah bless.....only u know the truth...

Friday, October 9, 2009

:::::> iMusTbEGud&SurViVe <:::::

hey there...
to go through should think clearly
must be gud & survive...i juz cant...cant see h** again
**...i cant have u...**when...
"i cant talk to u anymore, it's not that i am mad at u,
it's juz that when i talk to u...
i realize how much i love u...&
when i realize how much i love u...
i realize i cant have u...
aNd that make Me Love u EvenMore...."

For the moMent..... (T.T) need to try...

I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain, i never needed strength
My love for you was strong enough you should have known
I never needed you for judgements
I never needed you to question what i spent
I never ask for help, i take care of myself,
I don't know why you think you've got a hold on me
And it's a little late for conversations
There isn't anything for you to say
And my eye's hurt, hand's shiver,
So look at me and listen to me because
I don't want too, stay another minute
I don't want you, to say a single word
juz to be secret...& secret..
There is no other way, i get the final say because,
I don't want too, do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
I've already spoken, our love is broken
Baby its secrets
& I never needed your corrections
On everything from how i act to what i say
I never needed words
I never needed hurts
I never needed you to be there everyday
I'm sorry for the way i let go
From everything i wanted when you came along
But i'm never beaten, broken not defeated
I know next to you is not where i belong
And it's a little late for explanations
There isn't anything that you can do
And my eye's hurt, hand's shiver,
So you will listen when i say
At first I was afraid
I was petrified
I kept thinking
I could never live without you by my side
But then I spent so many nights
Just thinking how you'd done me wrong
And I grew strong
I learned how to get along..
I've already spoken, our love is broken baby
Oh no, not i
I will survive
As long as i know how to love
I know i will stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
And i'll survive
I will survive
There is no other way, i get the final say,
I don't want too, do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
I've already spoken, our love is broken
Baby im sorry.....

p/s: dealing with the past...living with present and fighting for the future.....

Saddnessss....

WhaT a dumb mornin' day 2day...woke up and went to Meds Laser class...learn about Bohr atom and to calculate dats energy of somethin' else...ahhh....u know wat..nothing got inside in ma miNd...wat a dumb day !!! duNno wats happend to me...this sem really2 MaKe me felt veRy poweR oF 10** difficult yeaR (T.T)

>>> hope all diS thinG will go AWAY & i will start again in a new DaY in BMI...hehehe..INSYA-ALLAH..for the great day i think bCoz 2daY i've got only 1 class..hahaha :-D wat a NiCe day..heh heh..but at room there r many things to do...da homework Like HeLL and neeD to dOne A.S.A.P. cAn u think...how to do dats?? aM i liKe a roboT? think about MeDs phYsicS...M.I..prof cOmm...and so on...n dis thing need to remember =>

<<<< e =" hc" v =" 2.18">6 / n <<>> when think dats again all things were supeR dUPerr life in CampUs...need to accept datS...wat can i Say...ermm..must learn...must think...and do wats the things rite...hehehe...Ok Lerr...need to go..time to solaT..remember....hehehe..Daa...slM..>>>>

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Never be Change....ever...

kumusta...magandang umaga...

hope all of u in good and happy always...
about couples of weeks i didnt see u guys here...
alot of works and there's something happen..
bcOz of that...i didnt update this blog...
now..about 1 and half weeks..nies dh kembali
pulang ke kolej balik...agaiN...hehehe..
and 2 continue my stUd and finish my EOU about 4 weeks more
aNd from here..nothing gonna be change...huhu
still same and still with the busy and bored days.... 8D

& nothing much that nies could share ##
bcoz never be change...rite? hehehe
but to all of u...be good..be healthy...be happy...
bcoz all of deserves to get that... (^_^) ** wink**wink**
owh 1 thing nies nk share...
i got the new one of Hlovate novel.."RoofTop Rant"
nies br baca about 30 pages...and nies must to finish that..
cOz from the start pn...the novel make me excited to read..
hehehehe (^_^) well...got to go..nice meet u here again...
daa....salamat...

p/s: zikir itu hubungan dgn Tuhan, Tasbih itu puji2an kpd Tuhan,
solat itu tanda Syukur sebagai hamba Tuhan & Quran itu adalah
pengamalan kehidupan yang diredhai Tuhan....


Wednesday, September 23, 2009

~~~ dEmaM ^_^ Hari Raya ~~~

salam to all da readers....

Hari Ni daH masuK hARi raYa ke-4, & nieS and family
back home YestErday from nenek's house.
talk about raya for this Year...memang happeninG..juz alittle bit
sad la..coZ ader yang xdapat Balik for This raya...
Kak yam, Abg Di, and salaam...salaam xboleh balik
coZ he's have alot of work and xboleh balik raya
sama ngan kita orang suma..huhu..
but he had sent he's video to us && suma orang dapat tgk video tue...hehehe
So sorry sangat cOz only for hari Raya ke-4, nies can open & update thiS blog..huhu
(^_^) bukan pe...know what..when festival coming....all the line jam...
this BB cant open...langsung xleh open...for the 1st tue...memang naik marah la...
dEn, nies Dh xkIsah la..lantak la kan...hahaha...and suddenly, bb nies dpt connect internet...
hahaha...happy bangat...tue yang nies open da Blog & update this...

now..my asu and her family..dh on day way pulang to Batu pahaT..
so, now at nenek home juz left nenek & maybe my uncle yang live kat machang tue...
of coZ nenEk seDih baNgat nih...
coz All her Childs dh kembali PulaNg ke rUmaH masing2...
my Family lagi la...pulanG pAgi semalam Lagi..
cOz..maMa needed to prepared lonTong for my aunt yang buat
open house yerterday...so we needed to back home early..
cOz all da inGredients ader Kat RumaH...
& for open hoUse yerterdaY....all success...thankS for all Who heLp....hehehe
aNd 2Day...my Mum dh Start keJe..hehehe pity hEr...
work Is work RIght? 8D
my mum tU pun stiLl tired....cOz mmg baNyak la My muM kena waT for this Raya...
sAbar eK muM...SMILE....smile....hehehe

p/s: ok laa...for the last words for 2daY...
nieS wish All dA besT...aNd sElamat MenyamBut rayA Lagi..
hehehe...selagi X abis 30 dAys..mmg rayA stiLl go on..... (^_^)



Thursday, September 17, 2009

~~~ akHirnYa...dapAt puLanG ruMah~~~

hello there...
at last, nies dapat pulang ke rumah...yeah! 2nite nies naik bas about 9.30pm.. kegembiraan yang x dapat digambarkan dengan kata-kata..hahaha.. of course la, im really miss my sweet Home, My Mum, my sis & bro..
and my nandiMa...hehe nenek kesayanganku.... can u think, there are alot of work to do b4 can go home... yeah..thats bcoz of studs...but nk raya kot...agak2 la kan... tahap rindu rumah & all of family cam karma ganeshan tau... bcoz to go home peacefully, nies needs to settle all the work here
and did the exams carefully...#$$ but exam...hahaha... cam nk gelak taw x...the four of exam yang nies kena amik this weeks..cm harem jer... susah tue memang ader...& yang x tahan sesangat-sesangat la kan... nies read the notes yang maybe difficult to do but... yang kua time exam, alamakk yang memang x dijangka-jangka tau.. @@ memang boleh dikatakan amat bengang la..

adoii laa...i dunno la, and cant imagine all of the results....arghhh.... @_@ forget about it laa...yang nies needs to think rite now, nies will back home... and there a lot of work to settle for this coming Raya...



tonite nies pulang...yang penting...kak ira dh sampai rumah yee...tadi pagi...ahhh..."xaci adik balik dulu..waawaaa..." hehe.. xapa..xpa..xpa...haha..nnt kak ira yang kena wat keje dulu....hihihi, owh yeah.. this raya...nies will celebrates with my BiG fAmilY... bcoz, all of my aunts and my uncles...include my cousins... suma nya balik kampung raya ni...happy nyerrr.... mesti kat rumah nenek nnt riuh rendah sesangat.... with us yang memang kepala giler2... & my aunts, uncles also my great mum... buzy with all their things for pagi raya..muachh...suka nyerr... 8D & relationships between us memang close bangat... mmm..kangen bangat...xsabar mau pulang & ketemu dorang suma... hehehe 8D (^_^) ~~ wait for me na~~ *wink**wink**

p/s: to all y frenz, nies wish u all da best and happy celebrates this coming raYa... dunt forget to drive carefully, take care during back home...hahaha...becauseee... we have a lot of assignment to submit after raya..hahaha.... 8D 8D again..dun forget to bring some 'biskut raya' for us to celebrate here, wokeh? wink..wink.. lastly, nies menyusun sepuluh jari...memohon maaf, jika tersalah kata, terbangkit kemarahan, atau pape je yang menyakitkan hati to you all...maaf dipinta...&&&
HAppY HARI RAYA AIDIL-FITRI.....!!!

Saturday, September 12, 2009

..:LailatuL QadaR:..


RENUNGKANKAN-LAH....

Sesungguhnya dalam setahun terdapat beberapa hari dan waktu tertentu yang memiliki keutamaan, apabila doa dipanjatkan pada saat itu maka keutamaan yang lebih besar akan diperoleh, dan lebih memungkinkan untuk dikabulkan dan diterima oleh Allah. Bagi-Nya-lah hikmah yang sempurna.

وَرَبُّكَ يَخْلُقُ مَا يَشَاءُ وَيَخْتَارُ مَا كَانَ لَهُمُ الْخِيَرَةُ سُبْحَانَ اللَّهِ وَتَعَالَى عَمَّا يُشْرِكُونَ

“Dan Rabb-mu menciptakan apa yang Dia kehendaki dan memilihnya.” (QS. Al Qashash: 68)

Dengan kesempurnaan hikmah-Nya, kekuasaan-Nya serta kesempurnaan ilmu dan pengetahuan-Nya, Dia memilih di antara sekian makhluk-Nya, berbagai waktu, tempat dan individu kemudian mengistimewakan mereka dengan tambahan keutamaan, perhatian lebih dan karunia yang melimpah. Hal ini merupakan salah satu tanda terbesar akan kekuasaan Rububiyah-Nya, bukti terkuat akan keesaan-Nya dan ketunggalan-Nya dalam sifat kesempurnaan. Segala urusan diatur oleh-Nya, sebelum dan sesudahnya, Dia menentukan segala sesuatu bagi ciptaan-Nya sesuai yang dikehendaki-Nya dan menetapkan bagi mereka apa yang Dia kehendaki.

Di antara waktu yang Allah istimewakan dengan karunia dan kemuliaan yang melimpah adalah bulan Ramadhan, Allah memuliakannya daripada yang lain. Allah juga mengutamakan sepuluh hari terakhir ketimbang hari-hari yang lain dalam bulan tersebut dan Dia mengutamakan malam Al-Qadr dengan tambahan karunia dan kedudukan yang agung di sisi-Nya daripada seribu bulan, memuliakan dan meninggikan kedudukan malam tersebut di sisi-Nya. Di malam inilah mereka berdoa dan memohon kepada Allah, dan mereka bersungguh-sungguh (dalam berbuat kebajikan) selama setahun ke depan penuh, hanya kepada Allah semata mereka memohon pertolongan dan taufik.

Oleh karena itu, suatu hal yang baik bagi seorang muslim untuk memperbanyak doa yang penuh berkah ini di setiap waktu dan kondisi, terlebih di malam Al-Qadr, yang di dalamnya segala urusan yang penuh hikmah ditetapkan agar seorang muslim mengetahui bahwa Allah ‘azza wa jalla (adalah Dzat yang) maha pengampun dan maha mulia lagi suka memberi ampunan,

وَهُوَ الَّذِي يَقْبَلُ التَّوْبَةَ عَنْ عِبَادِهِ وَيَعْفُو عَنِ السَّيِّئَاتِ وَيَعْلَمُ مَا تَفْعَلُونَ

“Dan Dialah yang menerima taubat dari hamba-hamba-Nya dan memaafkan kesalahan-kesalahan dan mengetahui apa yang kamu kerjakan.” (QS. Asy Syuuraa: 25)

p/s: Segala pujian bagi ALLAH SWT....


Friday, September 11, 2009

>> DugaaN yaNg PerLu di tEmpuhi...>>


@_@ sign in the blog, i juz only want to say ^^^ ahhh...lama nyer lg nk cuti....^^^ of coz laa...how come nies x sebut2 coZ hari yang di tunggu terlalu lambat sgt berlalu...slow..slow..slow...aje nies rasakan...so, about 6 days more untuk nies arrive at my sweet home eva... like a tarzan need to jump from mountain to mountain hahaha...of coz laa..lambat sangat kan.... (",) (>.>) & the special things that nies wants to share is about b4 to back home...i need to settle and go through with all the phase test & assignments...arghh...mmg bertimpa-timpa atas kepala nie...owhhh please help me!!! (^-^) nies dh xtau which one that i need to start...bCoz all of that things need nex week...all nex week...waa..waa...Mum...i want to go home..cedih tahap x ingat dh... :-( sarkastik betul... ** insyaAllah...nies will try my best and do all the things careful and finish that till the right time come...doakan ye...hehehe... ## nies pn doakan yang all of u, do the best for ur work..and bila di rumah nnt, we can enjoy and forget about the test..the assgnments and about problems here...go home & enjoy sepuas-puas nya...hehehe...i will do that...* wink..wink..wink *** chayo! chayo! daa..salam (^_^) muahhhzz..

p/s: all the best to u, my frenz... (^_^)

##....: renungkanlah bingkisan ini :....##

Wanita ---- Akal senipis rambutnya....
Jangankan lelaki biasa, malah nabi pun terasa sunyi tanpa wanita...
dan nabilah yang menaikkan kemuliaan wanita.
Tanpa mereka, fikiran dan perasaan lelaki akan resah.
Masih mencari walau pun sudah memiliki segalanya.
Apakah yang kurang dan apakah yang tiada didalam syurga?
Namun adam tetap rindukan hawa...
Luruskanlah wanita dengan jalan yang ditunjuk oleh Allah..
Kerana mereka diciptakan sebegitu rupa oleh Allah.
Didiklah mereka dengan panduan darinya.
.
Akal senipis rambutnya...tebalkanlah ia dengan ilmu.
Hati serapuh kaca....kuatkanlah ia dengan iman... Perasaan selembut sutera...hiasilah ia dengan akhlak.
Dekatkan dirinya kepada Allah SWT... Nescaya akan dipermudahkanlah Allah SWT kepentingan dunia dan akhirat dibawah pimpinanmu...
Janganlah mengharapkan isteri semulia Fatimah Az-Zahra'
Seandainya dirimu tidak sehebat Saidina Ali K.W...

p/s: "setiap jiwa yang dilahirkan telah tertanam dengan benih untuk mencapai keunggulan hidup..tetapi benih itu tidak akan tumbuh seandainya tidak dibajai dengan keberanian.."