:: GuDbYe 2010 and HeLLoo 2011 ::

salam & greeting to all my friends

who following my blogger...thanks from me :-)

about a few hours, we will reach to NEW YEAR 2011

and 2010 will be our history~

everything inside 2010...will never be forgetting

and anything from 2010 was memories and it was never last

forever~~

memories happen in 2010 was very unforgettable, nice

and good to me~

the experience, feeling, angry...hope all these will be change to

good and for the bad..hope it will change to wonderful ones~~

from JAN 2010 until DEC 2010~ a lot of things happened...

JAN until APR 2010~ i was in industrial training

i done the LI at Hospital Besar Kota Bharu, Kelantan..

there...i got new friends which is all my 'adeqs' hehehe...

there, experiences of work, about medical equipments

everything we learned and try to troubleshoot...

every staff from there gave us opportunity to

repair and knew all the equipments....

from the bottom of my heart...i wanna say thanks to them...

who always teach me and make me like their daughter...

and all the trainees a.k.a my friends~ thanks also..because

accept me as one of your member forever....

to my sister, Dira, Shaira, Sue, Nazihah, Azuwa,

Yoe, Ihsan and others...i wish happy new year and hope all of you

will be great, happy, cheerful and felt wonderful

for this coming 2011...do the best from the best..i know

all of you can do that~~!!!! (^_^)

July until Nov 2010~ i continued my study

on semester 7...this semester~ felt quite heavy

because start from this semester,

i should start my final year project~

and i chose to be group with my best friend, kak tasha...

feel better because to chose good partner

is so hard to find~ and thank you to her because

she accepted me as her partner...hehehe

so, after choosing partner..we should find

supervisor and title for our final year project~

lastly, from the medical section too..we chose

Pn.Hasmiza as our FYP supervisor~~

hahaha~~ actually felt so scared and excited

because she was quite truculent~ hahaha

but kak tasha and me..must be accept also..

until finish the project~

ahhh...i can be wait for May 2011~~

hahaha know why? because it is my last month as student...

gocha~~hehehe

CHAYOKK~!!!! i know i can do it..

do the best for my last semester~

insyaAllah....hope Allah will help

me to make it easy and smoothly... (^_^)

so, it was my precious moments in 2010...

there were a lot of interesting moments but

so sorry i could not share here because tired and hurt

to type very long essay here...hehehe

if wanna know more~ just keep in touch always (^_^)

i'll be there and anything for my friends~~

see me on facebook also good thinking...

because start from 5hb Jan 2011~

i'll always online my FB because i am at my college...

okay then...see ya~~

i will miss 2010 FOREVER~!!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011~~~

:: worry + think + nothing = sad ::

salam & greeting (^_^)

hope everyone here cool and fine..

me? :-) alhamdulillah...hope everything good

about 1 week more i have to complete the

study vacation until i go back to my college

and finish it~ it is the last semester until i grad

insyaAllah....i will do the best and pay attention

to the study...hehehe... (pray for me na...)

actually, i'm blogging tonight because

i do not feel good~ always have something got to think

do not know why...before this i thought about future,

career and family...

my head was jam...owhh...help me Allah swt..

always pray and pray...hope it will be done...

lately, he often came to my mind~~

is it about his psycho?

about he often attack me, attack my feeling

attack me with his words...

i do not know what to do....

is it he's my future? is it he will be with me forever???!!

HIM...HIM that always play..and play around my mind...

our past were past~ i wanna new memory that i will keep

forever~ which is wonderful memories, not awful...

the past was awful to me~

but i now within awful...there were a lot of beautiful too...

but i was only could remember the awful thing...

awful that he had done to me...nobody knows...only both of us....

and Allah know~

ahhhh....please..and please....

if he still and love me....i hope it is the true love...

true love that i gave to him in our past....

i hope he know that do not play with my true love~

because the one i gave my love it was my greatest true love ever~

insyaAllah....only to Allah SWT i will pray....

insyaAllah....see you around...salam....

~~ mErrY cHristmAs ~~

salam & greeting everybody :-)

start our day with smile and joyful...

its so goooddd~~ hehehe

today is so sunny day...

and not rainy anymore~ thanks to Allah

i can do my homework and finished them without

worrying...hehehe

owh before i forgot~

i wanna wish HAPPY CHRISTMAS to all Malaysian,

and also other people who celebrate this~

hope you all happy with smile

on your lip and rejoicing celebrate with families~

*wink*wink* :->

and about 5 days more we will reach on our new year

which is 2011~ yeahh~!!!

and i will miss 2010 so much (^_^)

a lot of happy thing and sadness happened during this year~

but as always say..life must go on~.so do the year...hehe

and i cannot wait for new year coming...

okay..that's all for today~

see again soon~

assalamualaikum and happy always (^_^)

:: DestiNy ::

song from Jim Brickman ft Jordan Hill~

what if i never knew

what if i never found you

i never had

this feeling in my heart

how did this come to be

i dont know how you found me

but from the moment i saw you

deep inside my heart i knew

baby your my destiny

you and i were meant to be

with all my heart and soul

ill give my love to have and hold

and as far as i can see

you were always meant to be

my destiny

oooohhhhh

i wanted someone like you

someone that i could hold on to

and give my love until the end

of time

oohhh

but forever was just a word (just a word)

something id only heard about

but now youre always there for me

when you say forever i believe

baby your my destiny

you and i were meant to be

with all my heart and soul

ill give my love to have and hold

and as far as i can see

you were always meant to be

my destiny

oooooohhhh

baby all we need

is just a little faith

cuz baby i believe

that love will find a way

heyyyyyyyy

ohhh

baby your my destiny

you and i were meant to be

with all my heart and soul

ill give my love to have and hold

and as far as i can see

from now until eternity

you were always meant to be

my destinyyyy

youre my destiny

yeahh yeahh oohhh

:: happY bUfdAy ::

salam & greeting again ("-)

today is 16th December~ know what....hehehe

~ happy bufday to me....

~happy bufday to me....

~happy bufday to daNie...

~happy bufday to mE.....

yeah~~!!!! hehehe...

well...today is my sweet 24.. (^_^)

for my bufday...i wish i will be good~in studies, my future

and my dreams~~ i hope everything

will be nice and wonderful

forever....early in the morning i got

wished and kiss from my mum

i love my mum and also my siblings...

thank you to Allah swt because

giving me a precious and happy family

until now and hope forever....without them...who i am...

and without them i dont know that if i can breath....

living with them..i got a lot of loves and dreams...

thanks again~~ because believe in me...and i wanna my dreams

come true...i want to give a lot of..a lot of happiness in this family...

because i just have 1 mother, 1 sister and 1 brother....

if we stick together....the bad things cannot be happened...insyaAllah...

only Allah knows.... (^_^)

to my all of my friends...thanks a lot for the wish....

you are my best friends ever....kindness, happiness between us...

will not last...and only last until the last breath....thanks dear~~

once again~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~~ On mY sWeeT 24 (^_^)~~

muahhhh...love you all...

:: permata hati ::

From the Al-Quran :

"When the earth is shaken to her (utmost) convulsion,

And the earth throws up her burdens (from within),

And man cries (distressed): 'What is the matter with her?'-

On that Day will she declare her tidings:

For that thy Lord will have given her inspiration.

On that Day will men proceed in companies sorted out,

to be shown the deeds that they (had done).

Then shall anyone who has done an atom's weight of good, see it!

And anyone who has done an atom's weight of evil, shall see it..."

(Az-Zalzalah : 1-8)

p/s:: for our life to remember...we as human in this world

:: wishing good + happy + cheer = forever ::

salam and greeting to everybody~~

about more than a week not blogging this

my beauty blog... :-)

actually a little bit lazy + busy with my brother

at home..hehe

well...along the way of this holiday..

my time full with movies, duty and daughter...hahaha

do not have minutes to blogging or facebook-ing or email-ing

because my sweet lappy always with my brother and my mother

hmm~~ its okey and happy if the both of them happy too

(^_^) owh yeah..actually this december..i shall go to my college

to follow up my final year project~~

then i got the hostel to stay within those days

but i guess the hostel fees not too expensive....

suddenly, not just too expensive

thus...very demanding...the fees about

RM10 = 1 day....can you imaging that...

very2 expensive for us as a student....hmmm...

imaging that...a lot of money i must use for this month...

that hostel fees if i accept that then registration fee about RM850...

then my transport to go and back, my life

during living there wahhh really rich huh....

so, after think and ask my supervisor~ lucky me,

the project was cancel by my supervisor

and she told me to continue my FYP after i'm back to college...

Thanks to Allah swt~

so, i'm still at home right now and do my job here..hahaha (^_~)

well...that the new news from me...if i'm not busy...

i'll back to blogging...hehe

okay laa...see u later and mishhh all of you.... *wink*wink*

p/s: All - is - Well (^_^)

"Hati itu bagaikan kaca mata. Kalau kita menggunakan kaca mata yang bening, apa yang kita lihat akan tampak apa adanya. Yang putih akan jelas putihnya, yang coklat muda akan jelas warna aslinya. Namun kalau kita menggunakan kaca mata hitam, apa yang kita lihat tidak akan sesuai aslinya. Yang putih akan kelihatan abu muda dan warna coklat muda akan menjadi coklat tua. Demikian juga hati, kalau hati jernih, kita akan melihat realita itu apa adanya, sementara kalau hati kita kotor atau hitam, kita akan melihat realita itu tidak seperti sebenarnya"

:: Thank You ::

♫ Thank you ♫

I was so far from you

Yet to me you were always so close

I wandered lost in the dark

I closed my eyes toward the signs

You put in my way

I walked everyday

further and further away from you

O Allah, you brought me home

I thank you with every breath I take

:: only you know how i feel and how i live....

every breath just you...and to calm myself...

i just can show you...just can told you....thank you ::

♫ Allah, I wanna thank you

I wanna thank you for all the things that you've done

You've done for me through all my years I've been lost

You guided me from all the ways that were wrong

And did you give me hope

O Allah, I wanna thank you

I wanna thank you for all the things that you've done

You've done for me through all my years I've been lost

You guided me from all the ways that were wrong

I wanna thank you for bringing me home ♫

:: All Praises to You, ALLAH SWT....

padamu diri ini berlabuh memohon perlindungan...

dan padamu diri ini memohon labuhkanlah cinta suci ku

pada insan yang benar2 ikhlas menerimanya.....amin ::

Ost Epilog Syurga Cinta ( Ku Memohon PadaMu - Fyda )

:: hoMe sWeet HomE ::

salam and greeting to everyone

who read my cute + sweet blog..hahaha :-P

actually wanna told that i'm home now~~ yea!!

i arrived here on last saturday morning by flight

just got a few minutes and ting! i'm here..hehe

really happy when met my mum, my bro and my grandma..

lost a sense of longing in the hearts..hehe 8D

but really sad because i cannot see my sister and

do not know when i will meet her..

maybe next year...because she's in exam weeks now..

hope she will be do the best for the exam...

good luck my dear~ chayokk~~!!!

now just only me and my bro~

haha...lucky course i have somebody to

accompany me during my holidays *wink*wink*

hope all friends also happy with their long vacation too

we need take for granted because next semester

we will having a lot of work to settle up...

and lots of hang out together..haha

because after this do not know when we will

seeing each other again~~ huhu...really sad when

think about that... :-(

hope our friendship will last forever...yea~~!!!

~ so forget about that and now...being happy and being nicely...

hehe..the times not come yet so, forget it...

everyday at home is totally bored but glad to be here

because i can relax and my mind not 'busy' with all the papers..

all the numbers and other...haha~~ tired dowh...its okay then...

here my duty as usual..as daughter to my mum...hehe..

and elder sister to my brother...my bro really hate it..because

his sister was back and always mumbles....hahahaha~ got you..

'sabar aje lahh yer..wahai adeqku' hahaha~~

owhh...now i was reading my last novel that i bought one month ago..

the novel quite good and interesting...maybe because

in front of the cover is write down 'THE BEST SELLER ' hahaha

hope its true yaa~ ^_^

my mum looked out at the novel and start talking...

"hey, kakak...tebal nyer kitab yg dibaca tue" - ahahaha...hess my mum..

of course la thick...i love it because it will take a time to finish it...

and lucky to you mum..because if the novel i had finished...

the money will fly again~~ because buy another 'kitab'~~ haha

you will dizzy then, mum~~ hahahaha...muahh i love you MUM (^+^)

okay laa...i'm off now...i will update this blog when i'm free again~~

see ya...mucho gracias @_@

p/s: thanks coz take some of your time read this simple blog...hehe

just wanna 'lontarkan kata2 and happy together (^_^)

salam...

< finally, i am free >

salam & greeting again..

today is good..my morning was precious

haha..because, today is my last exam.. (^_^)

finally, i am free from having those examination...

hehehe~~ really tired actually...because this two weeks..

like very long days to finish...

then, as soon as finish...i feel my head so light

and both my eyes so bright..hahaha...

no more pressure and just only think to take a break

and feel freedom...

just one more thing...my only sweet house with full of

my family..only seeing in my eyes now..hahaha :-P

thanks to Allah swt...everything is done peacefully

and smoothly...insyaAllah...i hope all the papers

are better and get high marks... (^_^)

okay then...all my stuff was clear packing and keep it

in the room ground floor...and now just got a little bit pack

for my stuff to bring along with me back to kelantan...

my flight for this coming saturday about 7.50 am...

hahaha~~ so early...hope i can catch up my flight...

okay laa....see again next time...

(^_~) muahh..mucho gracias..

p/s:love you all~~ happy HOLIDAYS.....

:: Examination weekSsss ::

salam and greeting again...

actually, this week was my examination week..

today was my first paper and got though too...

Alhamdulillah...that i could do the exam...

although the TECHNO exam paper could say though

(because it totally came different from all past year questions..)

i could do and just a little question made me confusing

and i didn't know either it was true answer or not...

forgot it..because it was past...do better for this coming test paper..

haha..actualy i have another 2 paper for this week...

one is tommorow = ELECTRONIC THERAPY & DISABILITY and

after tomorrow = MEDICAL IMAGING...haha

both test paper are though and totally in theory...

make me another 2 power of 10 stressess....

Ya ALLAH..help me...give me more strength to patient,

to calm down, though and remember all i had read...

and finish all the test until 20 NOV 2010....Insya-Allah...

"Hanya pada-Mu ku memohon...Amin"

Insya-Allah..everything will be fine...

okay, see you later...need to continue my study..

see later...nice to be here and updating this blog...

assalamualaikum..... (^_^)

p/s: do your work for Allah swt...

and always do your work while thinking of HIM...

the work will be more better...insyaAllah....

:: very easy to say but hard to make it reality ::

Mengemis kasih~~~

Tuhan Dulu Pernah Aku Menagih Simpati

Kepada Manusia Yang Alpa Jua Buta

Lalu Terheretlah Aku Dilorong Gelisah

Luka Hati Yang Berdarah Kini Jadi Parah

Semalam Sudah Sampai Kepenghujungnya

Kisah Seribu Duka Ku Harap Sudah Berlalu

Tak Ingin Lagi Ku ulangi Kembali

Gerak Dosa Yang Menghiris Hati

Tuhan Dosa Itu Menggunung tinggi

Tapi Rahmat-Mu Melangit Luas

Harga Selautan Syukurku

Hanyalah Setitis Nikmat-Mu Di Bumi

Tuhan Walau Taubat Sering Kumungkir

Namun Pengampunan-Mu Tak Pernah Bertepi

Bila Selangkah Kurapat Pada-Mu

Seribu Langkah Kau Rapat Padaku

p/s: love Allah always.....

:: pray for our student....::

Assalamualaikum & greeting to all bloggers...

malam nie ingin sy melabuhkan diri bersama

untuk mendoakan kesejahteraan salah seorang

mahasiswa di tempat sy belajar....

Saudara lelaki yg mengalami kemalangan

di perkarangan jalan raya UIA, Gombak...

keadaan beliau amat merisaukan....

segala apa yg berlaku datang dari Allah SWT....

mungkin ini ujian & dugaan yang harus beliau tempuhi...

sama-sama lah kita bersama mendoakan

kesihatannya kembali pulih dari

tahap kritikal ini....Amin....

Hanya pada-Mu kami berserah....

Hanya pada-Mu kami memohon

Ya ALLAH......

selamatkanlah...saudara kami...

dari dugaan dan kesakitan....

berilah ketabahan kepada dirinya dan keluarganya...

Hanya Kamu Ya Allah....Ya Allah Ya Rahim....

Ya Allah Ya Razzak, Ya Allah Ya-Jabbar...

Ya Allah Ya Mutaqabbir, Ya Allah Ya Waduud...

Ya Allah Ya-Zaljala Liwal Ikram......amin...

p/s: InsyaAllah...wish He will be fine and can be cure....

all his friends always with him....and fight for him to.....

(tragedy on 02 Nov 2010 - Evening )

:: feel sad + tired + pressure ::

salam and greeting to all...

hope today was a very good day for you

but not for me...i dont know...

today i got Medical Instrumentation phase test...

but something i wanted...i could ever get

after i done it very..very well....

i was study like crazy like this test was my final exam...

but what i got??

not the good answer i just could say...

tired for everything...

sad for everything...

and pressure?? of course every minute...

every second and everyday...

but i could not hate it...it was my duty as a student...

what can i do just sigh...and do until i finish this...

until i grad...and get the certificate...

insyaAllah...insyaAllah...

to make me calm down..i love to hear

very nice voice of Maher...

he's a good singer and important thing...

the songs he brought to us have good meaning

like it would be touch our heart....

touch everything that would

be make us know who we were...

insyaAllah..insyaAllah....Allah is the one and

He will always be our reference

where ever we are....~~!!!!!

:: BERDOA HANYA PADAMU YA ALLAH ::

Salam & Greeting to everyone...

just wanna share something

loving gaze from me to You and all my followers...

enjoy....

Ya Allah, jika aku jatuh cinta,

cintakanlah aku pada seseorang yang

melabuhkan cintanya pada-Mu,

agar bertambah kekuatan ku untuk

mencintai-Mu...

Ya Muhaimin, jika aku jatuh cinta,

jagalah cintaku padanya agar tidak

melebihi cintaku pada-Mu..

Ya Allah, jika aku jatuh hati,

izinkanlah aku menyentuh hati seseorang

yang hatinya tertaut pada-Mu,

agar tidak terjatuh aku dalam jurang

cinta dunia.

Ya Rabbana, jika aku jatuh hati,

jagalah hatiku padanya agar tidak

berpaling pada hati-Mu.

Ya Rabbul Izzati, jika aku rindu,

rindukanlah aku pada seseorang yang

merindui syahid di jalan-Mu.

Ya Allah, jika aku rindu,

jagalah rinduku padanya agar tidak lalai aku

merindukan syurga-Mu.

Ya Allah, jika aku menikmati cinta

kekasih-Mu,

janganlah kenikmatan itu melebihi

kenikmatan indahnya

bermunajat di sepertiga malam terakhirmu.

Ya Allah, jika aku jatuh hati pada

kekasih-Mu,

jangan biarkan aku tertatih

dan terjatuh

dalam

perjalanan panjang menyeru manusia

kepada-Mu.

Ya Allah, jika Kau halalkan aku merindui

kekasih-Mu,

jangan biarkan aku melampaui batas

sehingga melupakan

aku pada cinta hakiki dan rindu abadi

hanya kepada-Mu.

Ya Allah Engkau mengetahui bahawa

hati-hati ini telah

berhimpun dalam cinta pada-Mu,

telah berjumpa pada taat pada-Mu,

telah bersatu dalam dakwah pada-MU,

telah berpadu dalam membela syariat-Mu.

Kukuhkanlah Ya Allah ikatannya.

Kekalkanlah cintanya.

Tunjukilah jalan-jalannya.

Penuhilah hati-hati ini dengan Nur-Mu

yang tiada

pernah pudar.

Lapangkanlah dada-dada kami dengan

limpahan keimanan

kepada-Mu dan keindahan bertawakal di

jalan-Mu…

p/s: thanks cause being here (^_^)