salam & greeting (^_^)
hope everyone here cool and fine..
me? :-) alhamdulillah...hope everything good
about 1 week more i have to complete the
study vacation until i go back to my college
and finish it~ it is the last semester until i grad
insyaAllah....i will do the best and pay attention
to the study...hehehe... (pray for me na...)
actually, i'm blogging tonight because
i do not feel good~ always have something got to think
do not know why...before this i thought about future,
career and family...
my head was jam...owhh...help me Allah swt..
always pray and pray...hope it will be done...
lately, he often came to my mind~~
is it about his psycho?
about he often attack me, attack my feeling
attack me with his words...
i do not know what to do....
is it he's my future? is it he will be with me forever???!!
HIM...HIM that always play..and play around my mind...
our past were past~ i wanna new memory that i will keep
forever~ which is wonderful memories, not awful...
the past was awful to me~
but i now within awful...there were a lot of beautiful too...
but i was only could remember the awful thing...
awful that he had done to me...nobody knows...only both of us....
and Allah know~
ahhhh....please..and please....
if he still and love me....i hope it is the true love...
true love that i gave to him in our past....
i hope he know that do not play with my true love~
because the one i gave my love it was my greatest true love ever~
insyaAllah....only to Allah SWT i will pray....
insyaAllah....see you around...salam....